One of the things I’ve learnt in the past few months is that actually being at the centre of politics is much more frustrating then being on the fringes. The problem is that the closer to the centre you are, the greater understanding you gain and the more you see the problems which prevent action on a given issue.
To give an example: a while ago, I was reading the Economist in the pub after work one day. The main story was about poverty levels, education and the rich-poor divide in India. It made me very angry. I thought, well what can I do about this where I am just now? The answer, of course, is not much. EU-India trade relations are under negotiation, but in many ways these are the domain of Council and not easily influenced. There is also the small issue that the EU can’t interfere in India’s domestic affairs. India is, after all, a democratic state, a strong military and economic power and in many ways a well governed. For the EU to attempt to dictate policy to India would be a slight to them, a slight to their sovereignty and likely to set diplomatic relations back.
Indian domestic problems are an extreme example of how you can feel powerless and frustrated when you should be doing something. There have been plenty of other times when I’ve felt the same in the past few months due to letters, goings on in the news or even just walking past a beggar on the street.
The flip-side are the days when you feel like you can change the world. Today was one of those days. Unfortunately, I can’t explain why because it’s related to a constituency letter and is thus confidential. In the greater scheme of things, it’s a small matter, but it’s one which is very much within the scope of the EU. I’m intending to do everything I can to get the powers who be to notice this issue and deal with it in the legislation planned for 2011 (where it fits nicely in with some similar trade and commerce issues).
The days like this are brilliant. They are the days you know you are doing the right thing and genuinely helping people. I had a similar feeling after I spent two days researching the oil moratorium for Alyn, in an effort to ensure that it didn’t pass and have a grave impact on Scotland. Unfortunately, for me, they are less frequent then I’d like. There are a lot of obstacles in politics.
I can understand why people do this job though. When you know you are doing the right thing, and doing all you can to achieve it, it feels utterly fantastic!